Lost . . .

The day drags on, tearing at my consciousness. I feel lost, not knowing where I am, not knowing what I should be doing. I look to my left, seeking your face, but find emptiness. I reach to my right, grasping for your warmth, but cold blankets are all that I find. I mumble to myself 'Why was I sitting here?' lost in my thoughts, forgetting all that I once longed to do, all that I wanted to reach, now replaced by you, my love, my sweetheart, my dearest, my one and only.